Archive for June, 2009

The Longest Summer

The last month as been interminable. Cutie was done with preschool the first week in June. I work at her preschool, so I was done with work then as well.  Since then it has been one rainy day after another.  For 3 weeks it was just the 2 of us, while Sweetie finished up Kindergarten. I had no idea how exhausting entertaining one 3-year old would be.  But since last week I’ve had both girls on my own and it’s been even more exhausting.

This year instead of spending an arm and a leg on Summer Camp I chose to get a pool membership (which was equally as expensive).  I’m heartily regretting this decision because the pool has been open for 2 weeks and so far there have only been 2 days that the weather has permitted us to go.

I’m running out of ways to entertain my children in the rain. It seems like most rainy day activities = spending lots of money. Since I’m a teacher and have no income during the summer months,  spending money is something I’m trying not to do.

Today is another rainy day and I am at the end of my rope.   I really wish that I had a family member nearby who could lend a hand because I could really use a break.

I’m looking forward to tomorrow night when the girls will be with a sitter while I head to my class.


How do you entertain your children on rainy summer days?

Push It.

I have a bad habit of getting to a place in my life that is good — not great — but good and just sticking there because it’s easier than pushing forward to the next level. I become complacent. Then I become unhappy because I realize I’ve become complacent and that my life can be so much better than it is.

I rarely get kid free weekends, but when I do I am so exhausted that I frequently do absolutely nothing (well, aside from cleaning the house and grocery shopping).   As a result, I am becoming increasingly despondent about the state of my life.   I have not been on a date since splitting with my ex 3-years ago. How sad is that?  I need to push myself to get out there and live my life rather than letting life pass me by.

I adore the time I have with my children, but I’d also like to enjoy the time that I have without them.

In my last post, I mentioned making an effort to make more time for me. So I am doing that.  I have signed up to take 3 different courses through my town’s adult education program.  This is sorta a huge step for me. I lined up a babysitter and I’m all set to go.

I do still need to find a way to fill up my kid free weekends, but I’m working on that too.

I’ll write about the courses I’m taking soon… They start next week!